Welcome Home

Thinking of Welcome Home by Coheed and Cambria as I lay in my "new" room. It was my mother's but before that was mine. It is the laundry room the wall connects to my old room. Yay...

I should not even attempt to complain! Oh the news I have for you!

My love's children are here! They got here a few days ago, G's fifth birthday was two days ago. I've had a blast spending time with them when my Love is off work, unfortunately that is from 8 PM on Monday and Tues., 6PM Wednesday and Thurs., then 5PM on Friday. So I must wait all day until I can see their three beautiful faces.

S is 8 though she will be turning 9 later this year. M is 6 and she will be turning 7 I believe, though her and G are barely nine months apart I believe.

They have grown fond of me and I completely adore them. I actually love them more than I love my Love!

S is so smart and yet hilarious as well, though she is a bit self-conscious and reminds me of myself as a worried eight year old with parents who were going through issues.

Regardless! Love and I have committed ourselves to giving these three children the best summer they could ask for. Their life with their mother is a living Hell where they fend for themselves. Luckily we've established a plan of attack!

After this summer(we plan on spending every penny on the sweet bebe's) we will save to pay an attorney to renegotiate the divorce terms of visitation, then get our own place and it will then take about a year for us to get engage, due to me becoming Catholic for the occasion, and thus have a better opportunity to get even more or main custody of the children.

I hope it all works and now that I know these children I have so much more initiative to REALLY AND TRULY get my shit TOGETHER!

Every day I ask my brother when we can go to the community college so I can get put on the list for the GED exam. I will then complete whatever basics I must and take the eight month program to become a medical assistant. From there I will try to continue school while saving up money and becoming much better at my job.

I do not want these children to ever need a thing. I plan on sending them letters and things throughout the year and hopefully even speaking with them.

When I use my brothers desktop I might even post a few photos of the angels. =)

Well I must go, twas nice to come back here and let this all out. I must always have a plan!

Also, this is just a small sample of the new things going on in my life!

Ta ta!
Valley Cakes