Showing posts with label sucks. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sucks. Show all posts

Monday, July 12, 2010

Uprising


Uprising by Muse

Decided to start taking driver license lessons starting the twentieth. 11:30am-5:30pm, Monday through Thursday. Kind of nervous, I don't know ANYTHING about driving and it's only a eight days away when I'll be starting. Ugh!!!

I am very excited to finally be learning, this is certain, I just...I CANNOT get into negative thinking right now! Have to know this is the best thing and I need to continue going, keep going, cannot allow myself a day to miss. If I can't handle going to driving school for six hours, for three weeks, how the HELL can I attend school or keep a job?

I wish I hadn't been such a bad kid. Wish I had taken to school, stayed in it. I did so well when I continued going and learned the material with ease, though things like Math and Science troubled me, I know Math was my teachers fault(she let us openly cheat and just do whatever), when Science got too hard I would go and say I was doing my work elsewhere and just listen to Metallica and draw and whatnot.

Talking to my bestie Shawna, she just moved to another big city in the Big T with her man. She will be visiting this Thursday, excited! I just hope my Love is down to chill, oi! I pothole in my plot! The kids are leaving in two weeks, he won't want to! Crappola!

Listening to Insomniatic Meat by Finch; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LlOOn8kHN54

Well I am so bored on the daily, Ben hates hearing about it. So I vent here! New Post!

love
Valley Cakes

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Fucking SIblings

Gosh sometimes I REALLY despise my sister! I am watching, yes, an R Rated movie in the living room, no children or ANYONE is around, the volume was a tad loud, and she comes in here saying "can you turn it down? it needs to be turned down" then procedes to turn it down to where I can barely hear it. Then starts raising her voice, then bitching because, though I hadn't raised mine, I had cursed, Lacey, who curses all the time at Kaylie, her daughter, lecturing me.

This stupid period has me so frustrated I want to cry, and I hate that it makes me like that, feeling so vulnerable. Fucking sibling. Thanks for letting me vent :)

love you all
val